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I feel like commiting suicide.....HELP!!!


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oh trust me ive landed in the hospital for it plent..its just my timings are always so wrong cause when i do it i dont think about anything and then somehow i manage to forget something and that thing is why i get caught
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why do you post here and mention all your problems if you claim that youve already given up on everything and dont want any advice...
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i dont know...maynbe i do want advice i dont know..i never understand what i do and why so asking me those questionds is useless...
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i know you want to have advice or something.
its easier to say:
"oh fvck it, i give up, my life sucks" whatever...
than actually trying to fix things.
when you come out of these problems you will be a stronger person,
and youll be able to get through this stuff,
rather than just give up and let it beat you.
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but ive been trying to fix things..only im lost..i cant even siort the pronblems from the fears and all that..i cant even figure anything out im just to confused..i want a way to just gety rid of it and start over but theres no way of doihng that
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if your dad is doing the stuff you say you should be able to talk to a teacher,
or someone who you can trust about it and they will be able to help you.
they can get you help, take you to a foster home or something...
that is a way for you to get a new start.
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i dont want to go to a foster home.if i wanted to go to a foster home i would have told years ago...
anyd i need more than a family clean slate.i nweed all the problems and fears and everything in my mind to just dissapear.get rid of the headaches and confusion.rebuild the problems so that i can have a chance to destroy therm
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well thats the only way i can see you getting rid of this problem of your dad.
have you even thought about talking to him about it?
i know you think thats a stupid idea probably,
but its something that might help.
he obviously doesnt understand what youve been going through and whatnot.
i duno, im just throwing out ideas here,
talking to people about stuff has helped me so much with all the stuff ive dealt with.
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talk to my dad
ogh yeah that would be realy funny
litteraly
well not for me biut for anyone watching
hes drunk almost all the time and truthfuly...he doesnt give a sh** what im going through cause he dont give a sh** bout me
hed rather i be dead then costing him money.
though i am good for cleaning the house and being his punching bag
he doesnt care.
he never did
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i know i dont really understand your situation i guess,
but if thats the case, how can you not want to start over and go to a foster home or something?
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i want to startover but i dont want to have to go move in to some strange home
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well maybe you should look at what youve got right now.

things can only get better for you if you do move.
its the best way for you to get a clean slate,
and to try and start over.
im sure whatever the situation is it will be better than what you are dealing with now.
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yeah..but strange people??
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well they'll be 'strangers', but not 'strange people'...

youll get to know them over time,
and like i already said,
its gnna be a better situation that what you are in right now.
would you rather living with your dad the way he treats you now,
or a new family,
where they are actually happy to be with you etc.

obviously its hard to give up everything that you know and move on,
but its something you have to do...
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but even the thought scares me
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i know it scares you.

but you have to make the decision,
what do you want to happen in your life right now,
you can spend the rest of your time in school living with a person who hates you and abuses you,
or you can move on, and get a new start,
and a chance to get somewhere in life.

its obviously a scary thing to do,
to just start over out of nowhere,
but thats what i think is the best thing for you to do,
dont know what else i can say.
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i guess i could consider it
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my dad and a bunch of other peple want me dead
so last night i tried to die
only my freind came by to drop something off
cuz she had borrowed my dvd of the crow
and was returning it
but she found me on the floor
and called the freakin hopital
so now im in the hospital
for commiting suicide
or well attempting it
obviously it didnt work.
my dad doesnt even care
he came by told me next time i need to succed or better yet i should die right now
then he left
any one know a way to commit suicide
in a hospital

sweetie, evryone has given u such good advice..
rreally, plz dont do it...
i have nevrr dealt with anything like this,
but if ur dad is that mean and evil, then dont give him the time of day, let alone the satisfaction of knowing u killed urself over him,
its not worth it.

you owe it to yourself not to do it....
please reconsider...
if u need to tlk u can pm me...
hope u pull through ook....
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Hey. I know it can be really hard when you're so depressed, but you need to know that things do change, you're probably really young so you have a whole lifetime worth of change left.

TALK TO SOMEONE. A counsellor, youth worker, pastor, whatever, whoever. Call a helpline.

You don't need to throw your whole life away, everything you lived up to this point for, any hope you don't see right now. Remember, things do change, and in a few years you'll look back a different person with a different life, we all change a lot when we're young.

Please, please don't give up. You're worth so much more than you think.
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thanx everyone..and i know i shouldnt do it but fact is i want to and way to oftten its way to hard to not do it
but if i talk to someone tthen they will probably put me in a foster home since all my other family is dead dissapeared besides my uncle who has a very bad record and my randfather whos in jail...and well the idea of being a foster child in a foster home is scary to me
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