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It happened one day.
I started to cry.
You let me down.
I don't know why.



You said
"you're immature"
I said
"I'm young"



Than you told me
That we break up.
I couldn't belive.
You were my life.



You said you loved me.
But you lied.



I've cut myself
And thought to suicide.
But then you called
And said "wazz'up?".



I thought you were joking.
You said
"No I'm not".



Since then I love you.
And I always will
Even if you're not here
On Earth with us...



Dedicated to Dan,my boyfriend who died in a car accident... sad.gif

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i'm so sorry about ur boyfriend sad.gif
really good poem though

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QUOTE (Emo.Muffin @ Feb 20 2008, 07:41 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
It happened one day.
I started to cry.
You let me down.
I don't know why.



You said
"you're immature"
I said
"I'm young"



Than you told me
That we break up.
I couldn't belive.
You were my life.



You said you loved me.
But you lied.



I've cut myself
And thought to suicide.
But then you called
And said "wazz'up?".



I thought you were joking.
You said
"No I'm not".



Since then I love you.
And I always will
Even if you're not here
On Earth with us...



Dedicated to Dan,my boyfriend who died in a car accident... sad.gif



I'm sorry to hear about your loss
I know it isn't easy I have faced the same a similar thing but with a friend.
But I know with a lover it is even harder.
I hope everything gets better for you.



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Awww :'( thats so sad.


I love your poem and i'm sorry about your boyfriend.
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hey thanks guys!! Hug.gif It was really hard to get over it...I still think that he could come back but...I know he won't... Sigh.gif Cry.gif
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sorry to hear about your boyfriend
i love the poem
i know how you feel
my best mate died in a car crash
last year
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QUOTE (XnewtX @ Feb 21 2008, 10:26 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
sorry to hear about your boyfriend
i love the poem
i know how you feel
my beat mate died in a car crash
last year




yeah it really sux Straight Face.gif
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i know i got really depressed about
and the bad thing was i was suposed
to go with her but i was ill
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omg that really sux...I mean..:|...you could die with him...but let's see the good part: you are alive and you can be shure that he's happy with that:).
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yea it was my mate sarah
oh she a girl
i know i when i think about it
it really freaks me out
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oh sorry happy.gif Whistle.gif I'll rewrite it:She's happy that you're alive biggrin.gif
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don't worry its ok
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oh ok:D.sorry again:D...but I am still depressed...8-|...doesn't matter...I'll go with my life...even if it's full of shit..:|
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because of what happened to my mate
i hate trucks/lorrys
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omfg a truck?ohmy.gif:o.


My bf died because his friend was driving and both were drunk...and...his friend died crushed and Dan died with his head blocked in the windscreen...I saw pictures..I still remember that pics and I start to cry...and..fuck..now I'm crying...I feel so week sad.gif(...I feel dumb..donno why sad.gif((.
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OMG well sarah she was in the back of car
and they turned off and a truck when in to the side
killing her instently i guess the good thing even thou
no good could come out off this is that she didn't have to suffer
the car was crushed it was so small when i saw it the one thing i remember
is when the phone rang and the door bell when they were both to tell me what had
happened when think about it allways makes me cry
but people say it better to talk about things so here i am
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QUOTE (XnewtX @ Feb 21 2008, 12:58 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
OMG well sarah she was in the back of car
and they turned off and a truck when in to the side
killing her instently i guess the good thing even thou
no good could come out off this is that she didn't have to suffer
the car was crushed it was so small when i saw it the one thing i remember
is when the phone rang and the door bell when they were both to tell me what had
happened when think about it allways makes me cry
but people say it better to talk about things so here i am



so f[]cking horible:|
and yeah..for some people it's better to talk about such things but when I talk about this...it makes me cry...and when you watch the news you see car accidents...yeah...you don't give a f[]ck...but when you see your bf dead at TV...


But nothing can change that..he's dead...he won't come back to tell me "hey sweety how are you?I love you"...nothing...
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f[]cking horrible :|.
No words:|.
But I have saw my bf dead..at TV[news] and my breath stopped...:|...I cryed day and night...I was bagging God to bring him back...but he just didn't come back...now I'm afraid because I have 3 dead friends and Dan,my bf..and one friend is in coma... I'm just afraid...
I'm thinking....my life is cursed?:|...
Mabye it is...if it is..I want to die!!! I don't want to die other people just because of me!!!!
I hate myself!! dry.gif unsure.gif
I just want to hear him say just one more time: I love you!!
But he can't tell me this and....and....I just wanna die..and I'm gonna die...I'll die hanged:|...next week...so..goodbye... Secret.gif
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QUOTE (Emo.Muffin @ Feb 23 2008, 01:20 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
f[]cking horrible :|.
No words:|.
But I have saw my bf dead..at TV[news] and my breath stopped...:|...I cryed day and night...I was bagging God to bring him back...but he just didn't come back...now I'm afraid because I have 3 dead friends and Dan,my bf..and one friend is in coma... I'm just afraid...
I'm thinking....my life is cursed?:|...
Mabye it is...if it is..I want to die!!! I don't want to die other people just because of me!!!!
I hate myself!! dry.gif unsure.gif
I just want to hear him say just one more time: I love you!!
But he can't tell me this and....and....I just wanna die..and I'm gonna die...I'll die hanged:|...next week...so..goodbye... Secret.gif

Nooooooooo


You can't be cursed you are just going through a bad time at the moment ...
please don't do anything rash :'(

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No I WILL DO IT!
You know that song..All My Friends Are Dead...yeah..all my freands are dead and I feel like a piece of shit!! and if only one person I know dies...I'll be shure that I have to die!! and I'm ok with it....anyway I have done too many bad things..smoked marijuana..stolen scarfs...and others...
I have to die!!!
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