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Do you cut your wrists?? Talk!


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Poll: How do you feel after you cut yourself? (797 member(s) have cast votes)

  1. Calmed (666 votes [83.56%])

    Percentage of vote: 83.56%

  2. Aggravated (131 votes [16.44%])

    Percentage of vote: 16.44%

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I don't cut...But i've been very tempted b4....the only reason i feel like doin it tho is cos ov work and all the shit i get from there....my boss is makin my life miserble....so i come home and think..i'm gonna do it...but then i remember my mam and think...i can't do this to hurt...i cant leave her....it wud not be fair...she's alreadt lost a step-son...i cud not put her thru all that pain..so insted i get new pericings to hide away the pain...and i still get fucked for it.
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i have cut my self plenty of times
but i have stoped cuting myself all the time

cause my arm couldn't take any more of it
my shoulder was covered in scars and that bugged the hell out of me like wtf have i done
i was practicly like cloud one arm uncovered and the other covered hiding the cuts.
i couldn't look at them it was that bad.
it is that bad i am near enough in tears going on about it
cause i still have the remains of hose dam scars they are faint but i can still see them and it pisses me off that i did that. see i was a very angry person no-one could talk to me without getting a glare like saying back off now or else.
i still do it now at times but not as often as i used to do it though.
but i had kept my anger locked up for 10 years of my life since i was four then it all came out like a fire blast i almost killed this boy cause he talked about ma wee sister. he was in the hospital for 2 weeks and i ended up cutting myself like to say well done you did it
there was a voice saying cut and then use your pain to fuel your anger

i did i became very unstable i turned into someone who hated everyone and everything
i thought i was alone until this girl came up to me and started talking to me i was like wait are u doing get a way from me
but then i became attracted to her after that i started calming down alot
cause of this 1 person who just started talking to me. then i became emo.

to this day i still fight. i fight those that challenge me , hurt my friends, or do any wrong doing to me , my family or friends.

some say i am to over protective i admit it i am but i don't want what happened to me happen to any of my friends.

im sorry if you got bored reading it.
xoxox
demi


i really dont have much to say demi.
i didnt get bored reading your post..
i just wanna say, hold on there...
from the sound of things, im like, i feel you.
i wish u well...
welcome to E-C.
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ty hun yeah it is so hard with things like hitting u at the same time likes.
but i started it again last night cause of my feelings for this boy.
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and my mom came into the bedroom this morning to wake me up and she say some blood on my bed sheets so she was pissed off.


why dont you tell this boy how you feel?
are u guys friends?
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hey everyone im just curious, do u cut urself were it can be seen or in place were people cant see, and after u cut urself wat do u do exactly....


i used to cut my left arm with a knife.. only my bf saw it coz
i wasnt going out that time.
then i carved his name on my chest
so, people really cant see that, do they?
also my wrist. sometimes with a pair
of scissors..
and i cut my legs too...
i really dont want people to see
the cuts...
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Yes very good friends.
i have known him for a good while now
but i am too scarred he would probably laugh he nows i feel something for he just doesn't know wat.
i had a thing for his ex girlfriends aswell
which i managed to go out with.

but he is usaly with other people
i don't have his e-mail
I lost his phone number
can't write a letter cause his mum or dad would probably read it
so it is a big vicious circle

Demi
xoxox
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Yes very good friends.
i have known him for a good while now
but i am too scarred he would probably laugh he nows i feel something for he just doesn't know wat.
i had a thing for his ex girlfriends aswell
which i managed to go out with.

but he is usaly with other people
i don't have his e-mail
I lost his phone number
can't write a letter cause his mum or dad would probably read it
so it is a big vicious circle

Demi
xoxox


that pretty suxx.
but what was his reaction wen
about his exes going out with u?
that must be really wierd for him or something?
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No actuly he didn't mind for some reason but mind u he knew that i liked
her
aswell
though but me and her had went out before aswell.

Demi
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i don't. But i think about it a lot hey. I'm too scared to start. I dont wanna hurt my mom by doing it. The thought of her tears, stops me from doing a lot of stuff these days...


i am happy that any body else then me feel the same thing... once i was so f*cking angry (i didnt know about cutting) then i tooked a rubber an rubbed all my arm... it made me think brihgter... but then my mother find out... she was so mad and hurt... then i promised mydelf 2 do nothing like it again :!: and i havent...
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that is the way to be well done.

I haven't told my mom i don't think she knows.
i hope she doesn't anyways.

Demi
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dont tell ur mum what, demi?
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About me cuts.
she has noticed that i anger easily now adays.
and depressed most times
but that is all she knows
the least she knows the better for her.

Demi
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i cut...
But, when i cut, later i hate myself for doing...'Cause i don't like, my friends leave me alone, 'cause sometimes i'm sad and qhen i'm sad, when i hate everything, when all shits...I cut myself...Just three of my friends know that i cut myself, i don't tell anything to my parents, 'cause they must think i'm crazy or...i don't know, but sometimes i feel alone 'cause i can't tell how i feel... My best friends left, my boyfriend too, now i have other friends but everytime i think i'm alone...Everytime i'm feeling bad and sad
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step up out off there
u are never alone
never don't let that take over u
I think have said this before but
if you think in that way it will end up becoming reality
ur thoughts can be used to help u or harm u
and they way it is going
you are dwelling on the thought of lonelyness that everything is leaving
stop thinking that you are alone you are never alone.
trust me please don't let your thoughts do that. think in a possitive way
you have to think about wat u realy want because u may not realise it just now but
your thoughts change your personality everything is leaving because of the thoughts u are changing ur self without knowing it
so think about everything that has went away and think about that they just might come back
talk to those that u think are lost it is a scary thought i know
i had lost near enough everything when i thought i was alone
it took 1 person
it was a girl 1 simple girl who was different from
me
when this was happenin she was supposed to be the enemy i hated emos and she was one
she helped me understand.
all u have to do is think possitive and find the person that can help u
there is all ways some one that can help.

but please change your thoughts before they destroy an innocent life
that innocent life is yours
thoughts can destroy some one.
I am speaking from my experience i managed to control my thoughts be fore i was lost.
so please.
change ur thoughts or it will....

Demi
xoxox
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Wau, Demi, that's beautiful...I'm trying to change my thoughts from the first time i cut myself...I prosimisse some people..."I never do it again" But....when i feel so bad, i don't know...But, thanks for read me...^^
The next time i'll feel sad, first i'll think
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Wau, Demi, that's beautiful...I'm trying to change my thoughts from the first time i cut myself...I prosimisse some people..."I never do it again" But....when i feel so bad, i don't know...But, thanks for read me...^^
The next time i'll feel sad, first i'll think


Good to hear that.
Well i am just glad i helped. smile.gif
now u be good lol smile.gif

Demi
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Hey guys, I see a lot of people here self-harm. Sadly I'm battling that addiction too. But really, we have to express our emotions in better ways or it's only going to get worse.
Try squeezing ice, or writing on yourself in red next time you get the urge.

Any1 message me if you wanna talk k?

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Get a sketch book, and doodle the things you wish to express...write poems, play music that you like, or dislike, whatever floats your boat.

Just dont resort to self injury...

Im giving you all Hugs...cos this makes me sad, I wouldnt want to see you guys do that... sad.gif
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Get a sketch book, and doodle the things you wish to express...write poems, play music that you like, or dislike, whatever floats your boat.

Just dont resort to self injury...

Im giving you all Hugs...cos this makes me sad, I wouldnt want to see you guys do that... sad.gif


I totally agre wid....u cud also do wot i do instead and thats wen i'm feeling down i go and get a new piercing...that always calms me down and make me feel better smile.gif
plus it does'nt hurt as much!

can't i give u a hug bk cos ur awesome smile.gif
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can't i give u a hug bk cos ur awesome smile.gif


Aww...yes..."HUGGLES"

-To quote Andrew (Demi)...lol laugh.gif
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Ye i cut my arm sometimes. My parents found out and took my knife but the house is full of them so it hasnt stopped me! It becomes really addictive and it helps but ur left with loads of scars up ur arm that u have to try and hide. Its best not to do it...there have to be better ways for release. I wrote a poem about it: http://allpoetry.com/poem/3453358
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i do i have for like 3-4 years on and off at first but for 2 yrs its been non stop and got worst i guess. it strted ova bein bullied..and coz iv never reli liked my self..no one evn noticed untill last year my best m8 c it.. since then iv felt so bad coz shes so surportive and helps me so much. no one elc nos cept al u peple readin. bt thn i gues u dont no me.. i find it hard gtin close to peple like my last bf.. i gt so emotional coz like evry wer he touched me ild flinch incase held c or feel..any way i do atcurly wana die.. somehow i cant get out enuff blood.. iv tryed other stuff over does ect
bt yeh some how it helps al u guys down there hu also do it no tht feelin..
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