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My friend STEVEN passed away...


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You were my best friend in this world.
The reason to live, we were unseperable.
But you died last night.

You got shot in the stomach, and in the chest.
It was all my fault, I shouldnt have wanted you to come to my birthday.
But what are best friends that are like brothers going to do?
When the ambulance found you, you were stone cold dead.

Im empty now. My body is like a heavy sack that cant be moved unless someone picks it up. My eyes sting from the amount of tears that have fallen from them.
I cried that night, and i cried this morning.
I miss you ya'know, I always will. I hope you never forget that.

Remember that day we met in grade one?
We said we would be best friends till the end, until death do us part.
Well who knew it'd come so fast? Thats something interesting to talk about when we reunite. And remeber when we beat up those chavs for beating up kaleb? We sure showed them huh? :)

Ahh its not the same without you, You will always be missed.
I love you Steven, best friends forever, Brothers to the end.

R.I.P. STEVEN 27/11/07
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thats horrible
r u ok?
ur not like going to kill urself or anything?
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NO im not OK.
YES i have thought of tht possibility
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baby don't hurt yourself... i don't know how i'd survive without you...
*clings to Eric and doesnt let go*
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errr, dont kill yourself. Steven would want you alive. would want you to be strong, happy.

SO DO NOT KILL YOURSELF!!
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i dont know u very well
but think of everyone else u would hurt by doing that
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dont hurt urself
i feel ur pain, i have lost a friend before to
it is not worth hurting urself, he wouldnt want that 4 u
talk to someone.. u can add me on msn or pm me..

msn-ilove-emoboys@live.com

u just need to talk to someone.. ull get through it and i can help
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dont kill yourself i hope you feel better just dont do any thing you will regret. Your to hot to die

if you need to talk pm me
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YEA well u guyz say its ok
well ya know wut...........ITS NOT
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i know its not okay but its not worth killing your self over it steven wouldnt want you to kill oyur self over him he would want you to keep going and live your life to the fullest
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I DONT CARE wut steven would want...........im confused
im at tht point wen i just wanna say FUCK IT!!!!!!!!
ive got the knife id slit my thoat anytime
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no im not even kidding dont kill your self its not worth it you will put your family through hell and back and killing your self is not the answer
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I really know how you feel, I had a friend last year an um her name was Rachel, and she asked me if I wanted to go to the movies with her. I told her no because I was just lazy and I didn't really want to go see a movie, and um on the way back they got hit by a drunk driver and everyone in the car died-and then I thought if I had gone with her, if we died we'd have died together, but I was wrong-after that I had been trying to hurt myself in every possible way I could. I know she woundn't want me to but she wasn't there and every time my cell rang I wished it was her telling me she was fine and she at home and she was coming to school the next day. But I new that wasn't going to happen. SO DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!! Because if you do other people that care about you are going to hurt themself and the pain will never end.... Sorry if I sound like a shrink... I live with one.
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trust me there is no happyness or anything when u die
he wont be there

i just got out of the hospital not to long ago
i slit my wrists
i cut to far in my left and i couldnt move it
my doctors say i lost so much blood that i should be dead
they brought me back from the dead

there isnt anything there
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I CARE ABOUT WUT U GUYZ WENT THROUGH............BUT I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IM SOO GOING TO DO IT....IVE COME TO THE POINT IN MY LIFE WEN NOBODY CARES FOR ME, SO ILL END IT
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO thats not true we care about you
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ITS YOU GUYZ, ALL U CAN GIVE MY IS VIRTUAL HUGS, VIRTUAL HELP, AND ANY ELSE THTS FUCKING VIRTUAL
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thats true but still its not worth killing yourself
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WELL YA KNWO WUT I REALLY DONT CARE RIGHT NOW
IM TIRED OF CRYING, OF THE PAIN, WAITING EVERY USES LESS DAY FOR ONE FALSE HOPE THT ANYONE WOULD COME AND TELL ME IT WAS OK.BUT ITS NEVER GOING TO HELP
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where do u live exactly?

im a great friend who will try my hardest to get to u so i can hug u and tell u its ok

and im not even really ur friend yet cuz we just met
but i will be from now on
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