im suicidal.
but when im almost on the verge of doing it,
i dont wanna do it.
i cant coz i get scared.
scared that i might not die...
i dont wanna end up a vegetable.
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Are you suicidal?
Started by
Guest
, Oct 18 2007 09:29 AM
#1
Guest__*
Posted 18 October 2007 - 09:29 AM
#2
Posted 18 October 2007 - 10:46 AM
i felt the same
#3
Posted 18 October 2007 - 12:05 PM
i was going to try and comit suicide but i couldn't come face to face doing it
#4
Guest__*
Posted 18 October 2007 - 01:10 PM
i have thoughts about suicide when it was the hard times, but like just try to chill and it will eventually pass
#5
Posted 18 October 2007 - 10:28 PM
i �´had befor
#6
Guest__*
Posted 19 October 2007 - 04:11 AM
I've thought about suicide very often. I tried 2 times, but there was always somebody to stop me.
The last years it became better, but now I start to think a lot about it again. I don't see whats the use of living at the moment, but maybe I'll find out...But I don't think so.^^
The last years it became better, but now I start to think a lot about it again. I don't see whats the use of living at the moment, but maybe I'll find out...But I don't think so.^^
#7
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Posted 19 October 2007 - 09:09 AM
(XEmofobsk8DexX)
i have thoughts about suicide when it was the hard times, but like just try to chill and it will eventually pass
that's good..
im like that too....sometimes.
#8
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Posted 19 October 2007 - 09:19 AM
(The_Sad_Smile)
I've thought about suicide very often. I tried 2 times, but there was always somebody to stop me.
The last years it became better, but now I start to think a lot about it again. I don't see whats the use of living at the moment, but maybe I'll find out...But I don't think so.^^
The last years it became better, but now I start to think a lot about it again. I don't see whats the use of living at the moment, but maybe I'll find out...But I don't think so.^^
me too sad smile but hold on there...
u have a purpose in this world.
it's corny as it sounds but it's true!
maybe a little hypocritic too but i dont want
these things happen to other people!
#9
Guest__*
Posted 19 October 2007 - 09:27 AM
and oh my god!
someone actually voted for the 4th option
of my poll!
its sad...
someone actually voted for the 4th option
of my poll!
its sad...
#10
Guest__*
Posted 20 October 2007 - 03:59 AM
Honey, I don't wanna shock u, but the world is sad!^^
Don't worry bout me. I thought I lost me purpose in life. But this night it came back. And even if I still despise my life, now I got a reason to go on again.
So it seems that I will stay a little longer. ^^
Don't worry bout me. I thought I lost me purpose in life. But this night it came back. And even if I still despise my life, now I got a reason to go on again.
So it seems that I will stay a little longer. ^^
#11
Guest__*
Posted 20 October 2007 - 08:10 AM
(The_Sad_Smile)
Honey, I don't wanna shock u, but the world is sad!^^
Don't worry bout me. I thought I lost me purpose in life. But this night it came back. And even if I still despise my life, now I got a reason to go on again.
So it seems that I will stay a little longer. ^^
Don't worry bout me. I thought I lost me purpose in life. But this night it came back. And even if I still despise my life, now I got a reason to go on again.
So it seems that I will stay a little longer. ^^
yeah the world IS sad.
i just get concerned about evryone, u know?
like when they're feeling the worst,
it's like i wanna help them feel
a little better, somthing like that...
#12
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Posted 21 October 2007 - 08:30 AM
I know this feeling. I always try to help too, but I had to learn that sometimes you just can't help. And I had to learn, that sometimes you have to care about your own life, or you will be going under!
Nevertheless, I'm still the same idiot, jumping to help everyone. ^^
Nevertheless, I'm still the same idiot, jumping to help everyone. ^^
#13
Guest__*
Posted 22 October 2007 - 03:58 AM
I have felt suicidal a few times but my friends usaly brung me out of it
now usaly when ever i feel suicidal my treatment is get into a fight
ok i have to say something i don't even want to but i want to get it out
i have started going anarexic cause of depression and hate and my feelings.
i have hardly been eating anything i sleep longer because i am not eating enough, i feel my self getting weaker i hate my self i hate my life
i am listenin to song that make me depressed cause i don't know wat else to do
apart from cut myself which i ended up doing last night
and this is cause of one thing a crush on a boy that is totaly awsome but i am to scared to do anything about it.
now usaly when ever i feel suicidal my treatment is get into a fight
ok i have to say something i don't even want to but i want to get it out
i have started going anarexic cause of depression and hate and my feelings.
i have hardly been eating anything i sleep longer because i am not eating enough, i feel my self getting weaker i hate my self i hate my life
i am listenin to song that make me depressed cause i don't know wat else to do
apart from cut myself which i ended up doing last night
and this is cause of one thing a crush on a boy that is totaly awsome but i am to scared to do anything about it.
#14
Guest__*
Posted 23 October 2007 - 03:09 AM
Hey, ur life sounds a littlebit like mine.
Ok, in my case it was the other way round. Always when I was depressed or afraid of something, I started eating. I became bigger and bigger since the age of 11. With 16 I started loosing weight and suddenly I ran 2 hours every day, didn't eat anything, trained marshial arts and injured my shoulder. Now I can eat normally, but because of my injurie (nobody ever found out what exactly it is) I will never be able to do marshial arts again. Shit. I still feel uncomfortable with my body and weight, but I have no time to change anything at the moment. With my weight problems an ohter problem came along: I started scratching myself when I got nervous. Over years I always had bleeding wounds all over my body. It was disgusting.
But I can controll it now. I don't have too much overweight, I don't scratch at the moment and I don't have so many scars of it.^^ I can even wear Shirts without long sleeves. *happy*
I even have self-confidence now!! Imagine this!
Ok, in my case it was the other way round. Always when I was depressed or afraid of something, I started eating. I became bigger and bigger since the age of 11. With 16 I started loosing weight and suddenly I ran 2 hours every day, didn't eat anything, trained marshial arts and injured my shoulder. Now I can eat normally, but because of my injurie (nobody ever found out what exactly it is) I will never be able to do marshial arts again. Shit. I still feel uncomfortable with my body and weight, but I have no time to change anything at the moment. With my weight problems an ohter problem came along: I started scratching myself when I got nervous. Over years I always had bleeding wounds all over my body. It was disgusting.
But I can controll it now. I don't have too much overweight, I don't scratch at the moment and I don't have so many scars of it.^^ I can even wear Shirts without long sleeves. *happy*
I even have self-confidence now!! Imagine this!
#15
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Posted 23 October 2007 - 03:23 AM
yeah well i started cutting 3 years ago stopped started again stopped now i have started again
i have been in to many fights just to try and get hurt so i wouldn't cut my self
i tell you that in a pm i don't really want to tell like every one you know.
i have been in to many fights just to try and get hurt so i wouldn't cut my self
i tell you that in a pm i don't really want to tell like every one you know.
#16
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Posted 25 October 2007 - 09:27 AM
(Hot_Demi_is_Bi)
yeah well i started cutting 3 years ago stopped started again stopped now i have started again
i have been in to many fights just to try and get hurt so i wouldn't cut my self
i tell you that in a pm i don't really want to tell like every one you know.
i have been in to many fights just to try and get hurt so i wouldn't cut my self
i tell you that in a pm i don't really want to tell like every one you know.
oh. there's a "Site Admin" that says under your name...
#17
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Posted 25 October 2007 - 09:39 AM
(dEmEnTrEsS_dErDz)
(Hot_Demi_is_Bi)
yeah well i started cutting 3 years ago stopped started again stopped now i have started again
i have been in to many fights just to try and get hurt so i wouldn't cut my self
i tell you that in a pm i don't really want to tell like every one you know.
i have been in to many fights just to try and get hurt so i wouldn't cut my self
i tell you that in a pm i don't really want to tell like every one you know.
oh. there's a "Site Admin" that says under your name...
cool cool
I sent a pm to Admin to see wat was up.
Demi
xoxox
#18
Guest__*
Posted 25 October 2007 - 09:46 AM
QUESTION:
do u ever get tired of posting nonstop?
do u ever get tired of posting nonstop?
#19
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Posted 25 October 2007 - 10:27 AM
(dEmEnTrEsS_dErDz)
QUESTION:
do u ever get tired of posting nonstop?
do u ever get tired of posting nonstop?
Who me?
nope lol I love posting lol
i usaly post to reply to people lol.
but nope never gets borin lol
Demi
xoxox
#20
Posted 25 October 2007 - 12:44 PM
Actually only mum knows 'bout dis but even since I was 9 I've tried 3 times. The first time i jumped of the roof on our house. But I didn't even break a leg. The 2'nd time I accidentaly fell down in front of a running horse. Didn't work. The last time I was trying to chike me with da pillow. I was lying with my face down in it but i fgainted and fell of to the floor.
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