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Are you suicidal?


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Poll: Have you attempted suicide? (715 member(s) have cast votes)

  1. No f**kin' way! (141 votes [19.72%])

    Percentage of vote: 19.72%

  2. Yeah, once.. (212 votes [29.65%])

    Percentage of vote: 29.65%

  3. Yep, plenty of times. (272 votes [38.04%])

    Percentage of vote: 38.04%

  4. You kidding me? That's my daily routine! (90 votes [12.59%])

    Percentage of vote: 12.59%

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#41
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lol yay i got a stalker lol smile.gif
me so happy :oops:

yeah it wasn't half freaky.
and he had wrote the same thing in his note that i did the first wait
a sec that could have been my note.

but he is doing well now
that was about i can't remember how long ago .
it was a while.

Demi
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#42
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the question is are YOU doing well?
i dont want to lose my foregin boy<3
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i do as gd as i can
just now i think i have buggered my arm.

I ended up cutting this morning and now my arm doesn't feel right.
but i don't care it was my own fault for doing it.

Demi
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ugghh *slap* dont hurt your amasing foregin body any more!
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*ouch* :oops: :shock: :Cry: me sorry
:Cry: :Cry: i try not to.

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yeah ok whatever.
if you doit again im not raping you anymore :x
lol
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Well Twice I was about to slit my throat (a Classic)
I had the knife, I had the note.
the first time i was going to do it in the house the bath.
then when i was going to do it my mate knocked on the front door
and me mum said that he was wanting me. so that went out the windo.

The second time I was in the woods. with the knife no note this time.
I was just about to friken slit me dam throat then wat goes off my
phone
which was ment to be out of battery.
but it rang rang then i answered it was the same mate that ended up stopping me the first time he was needing to see me

I was like is he here watchin me or something.
he was in his house about to slit his throat then he stopped because he was scared so he phoned me.

that freaked me out likes.

that is one of them

Demi
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wow that is realy scary!

then its really not ur time , demi..
your not supposed to die young.
and ur friend?
he's your angel in despair and in disguised.
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#48
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Rocketxkitten - ok i'll try

dEmEnTrEsS_dErDz - yeah i know i have known him for 12 years.
never been seperated, never been away from each other longer than 2 days.

he is my guardian angel an i his.

we know how each otehr feels most times.
so we have like got a link.
so
it is a speacial friendship that we have.

Demi
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Suicide is a very bad thing, but sometimes I can't help myself when I'm pissed off or when I'm super anti-social and depressed. I cut... sometimes.
Ugh, I hate how cutting is just like smoking. >.<
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well in a week i have managed to get 59 cuts on my left arm
in a week.
I knew i was cutting a bit bad but i never knew i was that bad.
i was like that the first time i started cutting.

I wish i never started cutting.

Demi
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Rocketxkitten - ok i'll try

dEmEnTrEsS_dErDz - yeah i know i have known him for 12 years.
never been seperated, never been away from each other longer than 2 days.

he is my guardian angel an i his.

we know how each otehr feels most times.
so we have like got a link.
so
it is a speacial friendship that we have.

Demi
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wow that's really nice...
i nver had that kind of friendship. imean i have best
friends but not that close like we're siblings.
that is really nice.
im envious...
u guys are like bros.
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yeah basicly lol
well we have the same interests and that lol smile.gif
so
yeah i see wat u mean.

Demi
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meh

every once in awhile at school.

i consider climbing the ladder in the maintenance room all the way up to the roof of the classroom building.

and i know such a fall could kill me.

and i've considered killing myself this way many times.

and wondering what everyone would think as they saw my dead body lying there in the middle of campus.

hmm
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yeah it is hard, im bipolar/borderline/EDNOS so it fucks with my head alot =/ you just got to try and see past the pain i guess sad.gif
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meh

every once in awhile at school.

i consider climbing the ladder in the maintenance room all the way up to the roof of the classroom building.

and i know such a fall could kill me.

and i've considered killing myself this way many times.

and wondering what everyone would think as they saw my dead body lying there in the middle of campus.

hmm


yeah i think like that too.
like i wonder what would their reaction be?
but its not right.
we should not kill ourselves coz
this is God's gift to us. i mean our bodies
and we should destryo it.

but u know...
life is just soo hard
at times
so we cant avoid
thinking about it.
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yeah. ive never full fledged tried to die
i tried once, i was smart and stupid.
earlier, i put my knife in a very unconvinient place that wouldve taken me awhile to get to or i wouldve changed my mind, so i tried to kill myself with a needle.
i dug it into my wrist for an hour.
by the time i was done, i could stick the needle in and turn my arm upsidedown and it woud stay in. and i stuck it through the skin.
it bled quite a bit, but i never really came close to dying
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well I have tought of it a lot and sometimes even tried but I dont want to bring the pain some1 feels when a children dies 2 my parents
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I don't know what to do at the moment. my whole world is breaking! I need help! I...
Listen. me and my best friends knew each other for six years now. Leo lives in munich with me and marcus, sim, wish, danny and dante moved to london a year ago. they were so happy there togehter!! and now
Yesterday a guy who works together with sim and marcus called Leo and told him that the house where they lived exploded. a gas explosion in the night. they are all dead.
but thats only what the police sais! I don't wanna believe it! I can't!
We tried to call them or anyone who knows them. But we couldn't reach them. And their collegues told us the same.
i can't imagine them being dead!! That just can't be true!!
Danny wanted to come to munich next week, and Simuel and Wish were here a month ago and we had so much fun and talked about so much....they told me how good they feel about living alltogether. And that they miss me and Leo there and asked us to move to them...And now we will never be able to see each other again????
This just can't be true!!!
What can I do now? O god!
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yeah. ive never full fledged tried to die
i tried once, i was smart and stupid.
earlier, i put my knife in a very unconvinient place that wouldve taken me awhile to get to or i wouldve changed my mind, so i tried to kill myself with a needle.
i dug it into my wrist for an hour.
by the time i was done, i could stick the needle in and turn my arm upsidedown and it woud stay in. and i stuck it through the skin.
it bled quite a bit, but i never really came close to dying


for an HOUR??
WOW!!
that gotta hurt! did it?

well here are pics of what i did 3nights ago...




i cut it like round my thigh
and the knife wasnt that sharp
so the cuts werent that deep....

i kind of lost it.
it sucked coz i really regret doing it.

F**K IT!!!!!!!
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I nvr write anything on my arms.
I can nvr be arsed doing that. it is seems borin to me doing that.
I just cut go as deep as i can go.
or whiling to go.
some times the cut is a bit deep.
so some take a while to heal
but they heal, i got the reminants of 2 scars that are 3 years old,
they are like plain white.
they will proably be there for the rest of my life.
my curse will show,
but i want to get away from it.
I dreamin of people screaming,
telling me things that i try to deny,
they scream at me in my dreams
I dream of death and war in my sleep.
all that i can think about when i wake up is war, death, blood,
the craving.

the craving which i try to deny my lust for it.
the lust of blood on a knife held by a hand covered in blood
and my mouth with my blood in it.

I have tasted the blood and i love it.
now i am trying to deny it.

Demi
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