hmm suicide... im not realy because of revelations 2:10 but i mean dosnt everyone have the thaught at least once most people who want to die are to inteligent for there own goods i know im like this but i found out that its pointless a while ago people who are suicidal know more about life than many many people making them different think about it is that how you feel?
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Are you suicidal?
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, Oct 18 2007 09:29 AM
#581
Posted 11 April 2009 - 10:38 AM
#582
Posted 12 April 2009 - 09:03 PM
I was one of those ppl, and i can't help the thoughts, not after this. Something happened last week, (not saying on here, if u want to know, send me a private message.) and even when i'm happy, it makes me rly sad. I'm seriously as my username says, im on the edge, and slipping, so i need help. I am not a sterotypical person, but i was not like those other so called emo kids, that sat in the corner and cried, but i wasnt a preppy bi**h either, but now i rly need some reason to stay alive, and it can't just be as my friend said either. (you can't kill yourself 'cause hell is too full.) but i'm not joking around with this. i need help. plz give me advice, and if u think me telling you this situation will help, then plz say so. hurry though, because i dont think this can go on much longer.
#583
Posted 14 April 2009 - 10:38 AM
Maby in the past.
#584
Posted 15 April 2009 - 02:01 PM
QUOTE (XxONxTHExEDGExX @ Apr 13 2009, 06:03 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I was one of those ppl, and i can't help the thoughts, not after this. Something happened last week, (not saying on here, if u want to know, send me a private message.) and even when i'm happy, it makes me rly sad. I'm seriously as my username says, im on the edge, and slipping, so i need help. I am not a sterotypical person, but i was not like those other so called emo kids, that sat in the corner and cried, but i wasnt a preppy bi**h either, but now i rly need some reason to stay alive, and it can't just be as my friend said either. (you can't kill yourself 'cause hell is too full.) but i'm not joking around with this. i need help. plz give me advice, and if u think me telling you this situation will help, then plz say so. hurry though, because i dont think this can go on much longer.
i do really know what you're talking about. in my case, whenever i started to think about killing myself and so on, i just thought of my mother. i mean, i'm her only child and she would give her life to save me. so why the hell would i kill myself? that was my reason to stay alive when i was really bad. i dont know about you... just think about someone who truly loves you, think how that person would be if you killed yourself. i'm sure you dont want them to suffer because of you. you can still have a good life. you will die someday, but right now you shall enjoy what life brings the best. i hope this helped somehow.
Angela
#585
Posted 16 April 2009 - 05:38 PM
I have bi-polar mania, and i dont have insurance, so i cant get mself help, and my parents wont help me. the only person keeping me from doing it is my boy friend, my true love.
#586
Posted 17 April 2009 - 08:13 AM
Yeah I'm kinda suicidal...
but think I don't need any help ...
i can stop when i wun ... but still i hate this country and it's ppl ... cuz of them i'm suicidal,they hate changes, they're still in 30s ...
In my place if u don't believe ur bad maaaaaaaan... even when i got only emo hair they can't agree this, and got problems with them :S
but think I don't need any help ...
i can stop when i wun ... but still i hate this country and it's ppl ... cuz of them i'm suicidal,they hate changes, they're still in 30s ...
In my place if u don't believe ur bad maaaaaaaan... even when i got only emo hair they can't agree this, and got problems with them :S
#587
Posted 18 April 2009 - 02:35 PM
QUOTE (XxONxTHExEDGExX @ Apr 17 2009, 02:38 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I have bi-polar mania, and i dont have insurance, so i cant get mself help, and my parents wont help me. the only person keeping me from doing it is my boy friend, my true love.
oh, that is not good. bi-polar mania turns things worse... but as you said, your boyfriend is your true love, and i'm sure he won't let you do such a thing. just think of him and all your good moments with him. try to control yourself, i know it is the hardest part, but you will make it!
#588
Posted 18 April 2009 - 02:58 PM
i think he loves me a little too much, but i love him even more, so, yah he is so wonderful to me. i speek to him in french
#589
Posted 18 April 2009 - 03:31 PM
QUOTE (XxONxTHExEDGExX @ Apr 18 2009, 11:58 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
i think he loves me a little too much, but i love him even more, so, yah he is so wonderful to me. i speek to him in french
that's great
#590
Posted 24 April 2009 - 10:38 AM
I broke up with him, because he's just to clingy, but honestly, other than my viral infection, im doing okay. I've been watching alot of fuse, and I found some great bands to listen to. I thing music is a great soothing mechanism.
#591
Posted 24 April 2009 - 12:12 PM
Never. And people who has those feelings constantly should see a psychiatrist. Here's a fact. - You only live once, then it is game over. If you have serious thoughts about killing yourself, save them until you're dead.
How I know? -
When you're dead you get wrapped into a coffin, after a few weeks you're starting to rot away. Worms and such animals will build homes inside your skull and so on. The only thing left of you will be a skeleton, and that is all.
Do consider this: Most "people" doesn't even get a shot at life, so I think it is rather arrogant of those people who has commited suicide to actually do it. Not only because life is a 1-shot opportunity, but also because of family and friends who cares for you.
Also, if you cut yourself like I once did. Stop. It only harms yourself, and it is dangerous. I'm a living proof of that.
- Lots of love, Yagami.
How I know? -
When you're dead you get wrapped into a coffin, after a few weeks you're starting to rot away. Worms and such animals will build homes inside your skull and so on. The only thing left of you will be a skeleton, and that is all.
Do consider this: Most "people" doesn't even get a shot at life, so I think it is rather arrogant of those people who has commited suicide to actually do it. Not only because life is a 1-shot opportunity, but also because of family and friends who cares for you.
Also, if you cut yourself like I once did. Stop. It only harms yourself, and it is dangerous. I'm a living proof of that.
- Lots of love, Yagami.
#592
Posted 01 May 2009 - 09:23 PM
there have been a few instances...first i was going to hang myself, i had a belt around my neck then for some reason i couldnt do it. then i was going to slit my throat with a blade, and 2 reasons: i got scared, and i didnt want any trace of me left behind after i was long gone and i was in my bedroom with carpet floors. the last time was the closest. i was tried cutting myself and make myself bleed to death. i was so close that time. i was feeling dizzy and all that and thought i was actually going to die. for some reason i stopped, i wasnt scared, i wasnt worried about the mess, i cant think of any reason i didnt, i just didnt. i planned on doing it the next night but i met someone who stopped me. he showed me that there was at least one person in this world who cared, and apparently that was enough people to keep me here.
#593
Posted 02 May 2009 - 12:06 AM
Never rely on one person that can leave you at anytime. I adopted a kid, Niaya, she is on here too, but she is my life now. I don't do cutting anymore, I'm not suicidal, and it's for this girl. Now the only bad part is her age, she is 12, almost 13, and she is going through stuff with people, and now I know what the parents of suicidal children feel like. I don't feel like her mom, I feel like her friend, someone that's always there. I feel a protectiveness over her, and if you can put your faith in one person that you know won't leave, then that may be the best thing for you. Give yourself responsibility, and you will realize how much potential you have.
#594
Posted 07 May 2009 - 08:55 PM
I'm kinda feel left out from other people my age because I'm suicidal and depressed. Not many my age are depressed or suicidal. Luckily, my best friend was suicidal and depressed. She's not depressed as much, so she is not on meds. But she still gets urges to attempt suicide. I'm just so fortunate she understands me or else I wouldn't think I would be living...
#595
Posted 09 May 2009 - 06:13 AM
QUOTE (CupidIsStupid17 @ May 7 2009, 09:55 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I'm kinda feel left out from other people my age because I'm suicidal and depressed. Not many my age are depressed or suicidal. Luckily, my best friend was suicidal and depressed. She's not depressed as much, so she is not on meds. But she still gets urges to attempt suicide. I'm just so fortunate she understands me or else I wouldn't think I would be living...
I've had my moments but it doesn't quite compare to this: My friend was in a slump, he spent most of his time alone, he pointed a loaded shotgun at his own face but couldn't pull the trigger, he asked me if I could take his life I wont though because I don't shoot ppl for no reason, so he spent the night in an institution and got loaded on the drugs they provide. All in all I got him through it. Being lost is only temporary just keep that in mind. He's doing great now, he hasn't thought about suicide in months...
#596
Posted 09 May 2009 - 05:12 PM
^ thats kinda intense.. but umm how do you know when your suicidal?
#597
Posted 09 May 2009 - 05:47 PM
QUOTE (Parental Advisory @ May 9 2009, 05:12 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
^ thats kinda intense.. but umm how do you know when your suicidal?
You know you're suicidal when you mix E with everclear and smoke cigarettes because every cig you smoke takes 11min off your life and you don't care. Then let it get worse by holding weapons up to your throat...
#598
Posted 18 May 2009 - 08:21 AM
I used to but I decided already.
That I'm not gonna be the one choosing my TIME for me.
That I'm not gonna be the one choosing my TIME for me.
#599
Posted 20 May 2009 - 03:08 PM
I was suicidal, well, still am to be honest, Ive been hit by four cars, cut myself and purposely got in fights with gangs so they would top me off.
Then I met Sophie and she alone keeps me from doing it again, I couldnt imagine what it would do to her if I killed myself, she would probabley do the same, and I dont want that for her.
Now Im a dude, and if you would ever see me out and about I would not let anyone see a sensitive side of me, but if your having problems then you need to find a reason to live. Sophie's mine, it doesnt have to be a person or even a living thing, but I can tell you now, if I lost her, I would post on here what I would do and then do it
Then I met Sophie and she alone keeps me from doing it again, I couldnt imagine what it would do to her if I killed myself, she would probabley do the same, and I dont want that for her.
Now Im a dude, and if you would ever see me out and about I would not let anyone see a sensitive side of me, but if your having problems then you need to find a reason to live. Sophie's mine, it doesnt have to be a person or even a living thing, but I can tell you now, if I lost her, I would post on here what I would do and then do it
#600
Posted 21 May 2009 - 04:03 AM
yeah.
Sometimes I have such days.
Everything sucks, I feel like crap.
Nobody really understands.
And then I feel so alone.
I ask myself 'where do I live for?'
Sometimes I want to jump in front of a train.
Or cut my wrist.
I have a few scratches.
But i't never works.
I'm to scared to do it.
Sometimes I have such days.
Everything sucks, I feel like crap.
Nobody really understands.
And then I feel so alone.
I ask myself 'where do I live for?'
Sometimes I want to jump in front of a train.
Or cut my wrist.
I have a few scratches.
But i't never works.
I'm to scared to do it.
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