Yeah, a new relationship will make me feel worse, i'd wish the guy I was with was someone else
I like drawing, and painting, that might work for me. Keep my mind off other things.
And i won't be this depressed forever, i might have to start taking antideppressants soon, so things could start getting better. Maybe.
I'm glad to see that you're getting through with this. It's good to see that you've found reason to live.
I'm just so scared about her reaction. I think i'm too scared to tell her, I just hope i'll find the courage to open up and tell her.
And wow, 5 years...i've been cutting one year. One year, since yesterday actually.
I hope you find the strength to quit soon, like your friend.
As for advice on stopping cutting. You need to try to relieve stress doing other things. Some people write/play music, others workout, martial arts. Etc. Just find something that you can do on your own time to release stress. Once you do that, you will maybe find less of a need to cut.
But if you need any advice or anything or just somebody to rant to. Drop me a PM.
And if that girl is your friend, if you tell her. She'll try to help you stop as well.