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I lay in my hospital bed. Dreading the evening needle.
I fell into a sleep, which I could not been woken from. I dreamt about people.
People, I was hurting, people who loved me. At the time, I didn't care what I was doing. I was selfish.
Now memories from the horrible past, haunt my mind. I toss and turn, I am unable to sleep.

Why can't I finally wake up? Why didn't I just let my string go? Was it you my friends that held on so tightly?
I will never truly understand; my hearts bleading through my shallow, thin skin. My black blood, rushing to the floor.
I'll wipe it up, and rip my heart out; keeping it contained to I finally say my longing words to you.
I hope you forgive my, I hope you do not cry. For I did not shed a tear for what I have done.
My eyes have grown dry...unable to let lose a single tear.
Save me once again; friends.
Im sorry I was gone so long.
Forgive me.
Johnny, Justin.....and for the many people out there, that believed I could make it through, thank you, I couldn't have done it without you!


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Bravo! Bravo! I loved it! it was so good and dont be sorry eric im just glad your still alive. We love you!

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eric your back i missed you so much
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beautiful poem. ^.^

I read that post about your friend that passed away... I was typing up a huge reply but then my mom caught me on [at five in the morning >.<] and got really pissed, so it got closed out... but I'm sorry for what happened, and I hope you stay well whether it's physically, mentally, or emotionally.

Oh yeah, and I've been praying for you, just because you seem like a great person, and everybody deserves a prayer in times of need. <3 Good luck with everything.
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Thanks everybody............it just doesn't feel the same, from what we use to have back then.
I know you think I shouldn't be sorry, but I am, and I always will be.

Eric....
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Anytime. :]
And if you ever need a shoulder to lean/cry on, you can always message me.

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QUOTE (xxTAYLOR @ Feb 7 2008, 12:42 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Anytime. :]
And if you ever need a shoulder to lean/cry on, you can always message me.


that sounds great....i'll remember you..don't worry.
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QUOTE (MyBlackHeartBeats)
that sounds great....i'll remember you..don't worry.


that's all i could ask for; that you're safe and happy.
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well Thank You...you hardly know me; but yet....anyway, im glad I have your support
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QUOTE (xxTAYLOR @ Feb 7 2008, 12:42 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Anytime. :]
And if you ever need a shoulder to lean/cry on, you can always message me.

or me
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QUOTE (4emovek @ Feb 7 2008, 02:27 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
or me



thank you
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OMG that made me teary, its beutifull
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i remember you told me wat dream you had, =] ily
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yeah, i remember telling you about the dream
Your my best friend in aus
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QUOTE (MyBlackHeartBeats @ Feb 7 2008, 01:15 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
well Thank You...you hardly know me; but yet....anyway, im glad I have your support


you're right, i don't know you.
but you sound like a great person, and you need the support.
so i'm giving it as much as i can. :]
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YAY
thank you
I can tell we're already going to be good friends
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^.^ you're very welcome.

and yes, being friends would be awesome!
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alright...I sent you a private message
Did you get it?
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QUOTE (MyBlackHeartBeats @ Feb 5 2008, 02:14 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I lay in my hospital bed. Dreading the evening needle.
I fell into a sleep, which I could not been woken from. I dreamt about people.
People, I was hurting, people who loved me. At the time, I didn't care what I was doing. I was selfish.
Now memories from the horrible past, haunt my mind. I toss and turn, I am unable to sleep.

Why can't I finally wake up? Why didn't I just let my string go? Was it you my friends that held on so tightly?
I will never truly understand; my hearts bleading through my shallow, thin skin. My black blood, rushing to the floor.
I'll wipe it up, and rip my heart out; keeping it contained to I finally say my longing words to you.
I hope you forgive my, I hope you do not cry. For I did not shed a tear for what I have done.
My eyes have grown dry...unable to let lose a single tear.
Save me once again; friends.
Im sorry I was gone so long.
Forgive me.
Johnny, Justin.....and for the many people out there, that believed I could make it through, thank you, I couldn't have done it without you!

i havent met u mr eric but that was touchy niceee
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this poem is really heaven sent, its beautiful dude, a real figure of expression
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