so someone who said he'll commit suicide didn't do it.why shouldn't i be suprised?don't call me unsympathetic because i am tired of people always going I'M KILLING MYSELF and don't do it.I'll get bashed for this by so called people who think i'm heartless.I'm sure he's getting messages about how we all love him and enjoying it.
Ok, yeh, this might seem like a cry for attention, but in real life I had nobody to tell that I was going to kill myself, and I didn't want to write a suicide note because I didn't know what to put. Posting this on the internet might seem like attention seeking but I had to tell somebody..
And if you want pics, I'll get you pics. There's no way of me showing you the painkillers I swallowed though...
Eh.. Yesterday everyone was telling me not to kill myself, and now you're all calling me an atention seeker because I didn't do the job good enough. Eh, whatever. See what I mean about hardly knowing any of you? You dont care about me, you were just trying to up your post counts.
Dude? What the fuck? You quit school? Are you going get some fucking sense back into your head, or do I have to swim across the Atlantic and knock it back into you? Get back into school, dude. You need an education. It'll be tough for you if you don't.
Yeh, I quit. I'm just sick of the way I'm treated... Plus, I've already passed my GCSE's.. I'm planning on being a screenwriter, so I dont really need any qualifications for that anyway.
Oh. And now after all this, everythings going tits up again. My step mum is complaining about how I'm now bringing no money into the house. My dad told me I need help and all that tallk, and when I try to he just shouts, and wont listen. He keeps saying I'm now an adult and need to sort it all out myself. Now while everyones out of the house I'm just sat here thinking of what to do. My life isn't going anywhere...
Eh.. I dont know what to do.