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I Am A Cheater


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I was in love with chris but there are things he has asked of me that i was not comfortable with.  , i cheated on him. this is my humiliation . i do not love chris. I love Wayne Bryan Kirby. i have done wrong to both of these men. and i am ashamed. i am hurting not only them but myself as well. i do love Wayne with all my heart. the only reason i have told chris i loved him is so he would stay on this game and so he would not do anything to harm himself.  i am verry wrong for what i have done and i hope i get sent to hell. I do love Wayne and only him. I met him before i left for ycp. i never thought i would be lucky enough to find someone like him. i am too tired to lie. i want the truth out . I have cheated . i feel horriable . i can tell you i will not do it again if it brings this pain. i want to kill myself right now and plan to in three hours, but im talking to Wayne at the moment to explain. he is verry hurt and i dont blame him. i do love him. and i hope the least i can do is get him to tell me he loves me before i take my life



good bye ec, good bye chris . i am sorry to everyone


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Paging for missing sides. Paging for missing sides :lol:


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I can relate. When I cheated on my EC romance with my EC romance2, I posted a thread publicly humiliating all parties. It made my life better, and I'm so glad I did it. I'm sorry for hurting Danielle Georgina Hammond-Rigsby and xXxHuluPrincess10101xXx. I have too felt your pain, OP, as I wanted to kill myself when I told too many people I loved them. But there is light, because I found my new EC romance, who I immediately told I loved and cybered with her countless times (I've got the used tissues and chat logs to prove it if you don't believe me). We're going sailing together, maybe go to the moon when there's a railway there. 

 

PsychoEmoDesLovingYou, please, don't take your life. It gets better, and the people I hurt are fine now and everything is okay, we're even talking again like the good old days and I love them both. Your public thread was well placed and I'm glad you shared your private matters with the entirety of EC because we all care deeply. 


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its still not right. i love wayne and i have used both. i dont want to loose wayne and this is my humiliation. not to humiliate eithor of them but to  humiliate myself. i dont want this thread locked cause i deserve for people to see what i have done


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DES DONT TAKE YOUR LIFE. Don't be stupid.


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it doesnt matter. ive hurt you and i love wayne



and ive hurt wayne just as much as you if not more


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It feels like 2007/2008 EC again :lol:


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Im just going to move on and im not a self harmer anyway so dont worry!


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If I were a responsible moderator I would lock this thread but...just look at them EC. I mean...


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This thread is just too great to be true.
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thank you chris . please find someone nice.


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thank you chris . please find someone nice.


I think he's lying though, he just told me he's started cutting and he can't take the pain.
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PROMISE ME YOUR NOT GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE!


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now for wayne , i hope you can see how ashamed of myself i am and i do hope i can have you back in my life .you are the one thing in my life right now that i can hold on to and see a clear future. i am tired of lying and i just want it to all to be out in the open


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Yeah wayne.


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You fucked up, life goes on move. Move on.  If Wayne or whoever it is, decides not to be with you anymore. Oh well then. Move on with your life.


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But Alex how do you expect psychoemodesblahblah to keep on living without her/his one true love??
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There's always self love. AKA masturbation.


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i know you find this all funny but it hurts and i just need to show him how  i really feel. public humiliation is the only thing i can think of right now


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I just dont get Jealious of other Guys or self harm!

 

Good Luck with getting Wayne back.

 

I have moved on! Have set my Relationship status to single And have started Looking for a GF again.


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