In reference to Samuel Beckett, this could be described as a 'poetics of failure'. It's free verse and, therefore, has no real meter to speak of. The rhyme scheme is largely couplets or alternate couplets with the occasional internal rhyme. You might say it's a poor, poor, poor, man's Poe. If you get the references to Camus, Lorca and, indeed, Beckett himself then I applaud you. And owe you a great big kiss!
'There is only one important philosphical question'
She said softly to me.
My stomach oscillating, An imperceptable void gaping,
A pervading sense of melencholy.
With eloquent profanity her tongue enraptured, wove
A curious vernacular tessellation.
Swooping through a storm of mire and self pity to romanticise
My heart, to save it from desolation.
She spoke with elegance and a lilting ambience that would
Occasionally become a plea.
Told stories of happier days of how her first love tore her dungerees in two
And tore her heart in three.
When she asked how long she'd have to try and cling, with a hint of blue,
Despite the knowledge that there is nothing for us to cling to
I could only apologise for my taciturn lips. I was unable to convey
My debilitated resolve, in our combined futility but to say
There's an existential pain I'm unable to tolerate.
When I imagine her frozen in an isolated state.
The two of us combined could plunge this endeavor
But to leave me bereft would agrieve me forever.
I find my skin ignited by her irrefutable ability to magnify vulnerability,
Lay my complexities bare.
In spite of myself she could drown me in a single one of her teardrops
Or garrott me with a strand of her hair.
I said 'I know full well that we're plundering that question.
We plunder it seperately and together.
But to animate and become innanimate we'd need to
Be able to seperate forever.
Because there's nothing to be done.
And all I have is a lifetime, a speck of insignificance,
To enjoy your company, we can try to help one another.
So don't amputate me prematurely
Or as quickly as my heart set aflame allow it to smother.'