Bitch life is life, you gotta fight, fight, fight and fight harder to stay alive in this world. If you want to lay down and die then so be it but don't bring down us the ones who wanna live who survived through bullshit and still work hard to pull through just because seeing all that misery in life...seeing friends die, seeing family members get sick, watching people spiral down to nothing at all but then that one good thing happens and think to myself "damn I want more of that" or I see someone is getting married or having a baby and I think "I want that" but I know if I sit at home and mope and cry and not get up and face the day, step out that door and face it, face the pain with a smile on my face then I will never get to that place in time where I fully am content and satisfied in my life.
Besides this life would be boring if things where easy, if I didn't have to struggle to bring home money if I could read the minds of lovers I was with. All I know is I wanna keep myself safe, protect my love ones, get a raise bring home more money be the best I can be. If you are getting depressed so depressed you don't feel like life is worth living maybe you aren't doing nearly enough. Set out a goal for yourself, what you learn in high school but anyways. Set a goal a goal you want to reach no matter what, whether its having a suburban life with kids or being CEO of a corporation what ever that goal is.
Lay it out and work the rest of your life obtaining that so when you sit back when you get that goal, sit back and look at how you worked to achieve your dream and nothing will make you happier in this world and then you can set out a new goal cause you already accomplished the first one.