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So Tired And Bored.. Of Life.

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Luisman

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Ok so here it is. I'm tired and bored of life. Yea yea I know I shouldn't be saying that but it's true. I'm not looking to be felt sorry for or to be put down for my opinions. Just understood for once. I have a post in the H&A Forum (Help and Advice) explaining part of how I feel. Now things just made a turn for the worst. First things first.
I'm poor ok? (If you want to laugh at me for it go ahead, better yet talk about how much of a whiny shitty looser I am. I know you will anyway.)
Yea I'm poor. I used to have everything. Now I can't keep a single dollar in my pocket. What a turn eh?
Barely able to pay rent.
I'm still in school finishing my last year in high school all because of my brother.
He's lazy. And I can't afford college. The army is the only answer I can think of. And it's sad because I don't want help from "the government". I'm a Mexican ok? Laugh and lol all you want. I'm not a "citizen" so I can't get help. They want me to freeze and die. Even then I don't want to be seen as another "Mexican on wellfare" Fuck that!! So I'd rather get sent off to a random place for bootcamp then a godforsaken desert country waiting for my helmet to be hung off the side of a bridge with others. But hey if I make it I'll get my citizenship and college money and a beautiful yearlong wait for treatment from the VA every time I'm sick! Ugh I would have my life together if it weren't for my older brother leaching off my family!! Hell it would be nice if I had a warm coat and jeans without holes. I don't need $40 jeans from the mall. People piss me off driving around in a ford F150 thinking their better than everyone else. Come on bully me because of how I look and meet my .45!! *Takes a deep breath* yea well that's me. I'm running out of money and time. Wtf!
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Why would anyone laugh at you for being poor or laugh at you for being Mexican...

 

How is still being in high school your brother's fault?

"He's lazy"

"And I Can't afford college" 

So what does he have to do with any of that. You control your own actions, not others.


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I had to leave school in order to get a job and pay for my rent. My parents kicked me out, real early. I was 16. And I've been working/ going to school since. My brother hasn't done much. And I had to take care of him when he was sick. And now I have to find a way to stay up this month. Thing is I don't have the money. It will be a while before I can even finish school. And I can't afford college.
I don't want to be homeless until I graduate.
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