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My First Emo Boy


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You were surreal,
I never thought someone like you could exist

You taught me the beauty in silence
You shared the joys of being introverted

You taught me a man can be delicate
Yet you showed me your strength

You captivated me with your beauty
and I am helplessly intoxicated

Yet....

I can never have you
...you do not exist

You were the product of someoe's imagination,
But have been with me ever since we first met

Your life was in my hands,
and yet you showed me your world

You introducted me to your friends,
and I got to see you develop them into relationships

I was there when you got that deep scar on your face,
when you almost fell to the ground in a bloody mess

I saw you grow....
I fell deeper into you....


The relationship was a long one, Squall,
Though you taught me that all good things must end

We held hands as we faced the destruction of the very fabric of time,
Yet, together, you showed me how to stand strong

We jumped in to a two hour battle with Ultemica,
We won and saved the world


Squall.....
and then you taught me to let go.

I beat the game,
and played again just to see your face.

I touch my TV screen and realize,
You were my first love..................

My first emo boy

Squall....my dear Squall...........I still love you




Yea yea yea, my first emo boy was a video game character
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awwww...so cute. GAWD he's hot! i understand why you fell in love with him. I fell in love with a guy named Vincent, and then with a guy named Edaniel in a book series called bizenghast. now those are some cute guys!
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QUOTE (lostandneverfound @ Mar 26 2008, 12:44 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
awwww...so cute. GAWD he's hot! i understand why you fell in love with him. I fell in love with a guy named Vincent, and then with a guy named Edaniel in a book series called bizenghast. now those are some cute guys!


Aw, why thank you, I am glad you liked it. It isn't the best but I wrote it from the heart on the spur of a moment.
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QUOTE (Femmeputer @ Mar 26 2008, 04:15 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Aw, why thank you, I am glad you liked it. It isn't the best but I wrote it from the heart on the spur of a moment.


You're welcomesssss
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I like this video game, I played a million times to FF VIII.
But don't forget, Squall doesn't exist.
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You're talking about a video game character ? That's weird.
What do you mean by " the joys of being introverted" ? It sounds odd.


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QUOTE (Homesick Emo @ May 12 2008, 03:58 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
You're talking about a video game character ? That's weird.
What do you mean by " the joys of being introverted" ? It sounds odd.


Squall is an introverted character, who showed me the beauty of being complex, intelligent, and introspective. Never before did I think of such things as wonderful and entrancing. It was completely new to me, and I was just overwhelmed by how much it spoke to me.

Just in case you didn't know the definition of introspective: given to examining own sensory and perceptual experiences
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QUOTE (BLOODY MESS @ May 12 2008, 03:46 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I like this video game, I played a million times to FF VIII.
But don't forget, Squall doesn't exist.


I know, I tried to reflect that sentiment. I know he does not exist, but you get to be enthralled in a plot where you get to see his life unfold, almost as if he was real.
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QUOTE (Femmeputer @ May 13 2008, 02:21 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Squall is an introverted character, who showed me the beauty of being complex, intelligent, and introspective. Never before did I think of such things as wonderful and entrancing. It was completely new to me, and I was just overwhelmed by how much it spoke to me.

Just in case you didn't know the definition of introspective: given to examining own sensory and perceptual experiences

Ok, no problem, I see what you mean. biggrin.gif
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arrrghhh! these people! they don't understand the complexity and intensity of being in love with non-existant people! pssshhhhh, stupid people
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QUOTE (lostandneverfound @ May 13 2008, 11:42 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
arrrghhh! these people! they don't understand the complexity and intensity of being in love with non-existant people! pssshhhhh, stupid people


It is easy when there is intense story line that develops every aspect of someones life is portrayed. Personality, wants, needs, feelings, relationships, diversity, hardships. You can develop a full person with the complexity of great writing, a visual world, fully animated characters who also portray their lives visually though a video game. An entire virtual person. Occampinied with a young, pubescent, intelligent and imaginative girl.
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QUOTE (lostandneverfound @ May 13 2008, 08:42 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
arrrghhh! these people! they don't understand the complexity and intensity of being in love with non-existant people! pssshhhhh, stupid people


lol I understand... biggrin.gif


That was really good!
I love how you did it and the idea and 'spurr of the moment thing'.

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QUOTE (xpurexpoisonx006x @ May 13 2008, 01:23 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
lol I understand... biggrin.gif


That was really good!
I love how you did it and the idea and 'spurr of the moment thing'.

XX


FINALLY! someone gets it! *angels start singing hallelujah*
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I always thought Jessica Rabbit was hot...
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QUOTE (Minerva @ May 13 2008, 12:33 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I always thought Jessica Rabbit was hot...



Well true, she is
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