you do not understand, my life would fall apart if people knew. perhaps when you are older you will understand.
again, i do not want to ruin my life by letting myself be what i am. if you want to be gay i do not have a problem with that but i am above such things. i am receiving expensive treatment to make me straight, paid for by my parents, and i can not let them down.
...Congrats on being a tool, for your naive, ignorant and sheltering parents.
You will never be a person, merely a shell, a shell being changed by others.
Is that how you want to live? Just a wall for others to write on? Silenced by others, no voice, no will.
Letting others control and change as they see fit. You're not living, just breathing.